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Exhibit puts history of gay veterans on view

Jun. 16, 2007 - 10:42AM   |   Last Updated: Jun. 16, 2007 - 10:42AM  |  
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SAN FRANCISCO The airman's dress blues are faded; the footlocker he carried through three tours in Vietnam has gone to rust. Yet the epitaph he chose to mark his grave is as fresh as the morning headlines:

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SAN FRANCISCO The airman's dress blues are faded; the footlocker he carried through three tours in Vietnam has gone to rust. Yet the epitaph he chose to mark his grave is as fresh as the morning headlines:

"When I was in the military, they gave me a medal for killing two men and a discharge for loving one."

Preserved under acrylic glass, Leonard Matlovich's medals, uniform and other personal effects make up the centerpiece of "Out Ranks," a new exhibit that documents the tortured relationship between gay troops and the U.S. military from World War II to the present.

Matlovich, who died in 1988, was a decorated Air Force sergeant who came out to his commanding officer a month before the fall of Saigon, hoping to challenge the government's ban on gay service members. In 1975, the idea of an openly gay combat veteran was incongruous enough to land him on the cover of Time magazine.

The goal of the show, though, is to illustrate that gays are and always have served their country, often with honor and always under the threat of dishonorable discharge. It opened on Flag Day as momentum builds in Congress for repealing the "Don't Ask, Don't Tell, Don't Pursue" policy adopted under President Bill Clinton.

"People are afraid of change. This is not a change," said Steve Clark Hall, a U.S. Naval Academy graduate and retired nuclear submarine captain whose story also is told in the exhibit.

Through memorabilia, government documents and oral histories, the exhibit traces the evolution of public policies on gays in the military. A panel on World War II, for instance, features an article on the psychiatric evaluations used to screen out suspected homosexuals, along with the blue dishonorable discharge papers given to an effete-looking soldier who spent his last days in the Army in a hospital psych ward.

More contemporary examples include a section from the current Uniform Code of Military Justice explaining that oral and anal sex, even among consenting adults of opposite genders, can be considered grounds for a court martial.

The show also reflects the lives of individual soldiers and sailors who, even more than most, had to give up their personal identities when they put on uniforms from a brigadier general who did not come out until after his retirement to lesbians who found a sense of belonging in the Women's Army Corps during World War II.

Michael Job, 62, a Vietnam veteran who later founded a peace group for gay veterans, donated a bulletproof Bible, hats and other items for the exhibit. Job said he enlisted in the Army in 1970 because he feared he might be gay.

"If I go into the military, it means I'm not gay, because they don't take gays in the military, and if I make it, it definitely means I'm not gay," Job recalled of his reasoning.

Escaping questions about his sexuality was not so simple, though. Job said when local women were brought into camp to have sex with the soldiers, he had to make up excuses for why he would not get in line. Even now, Job said he feels uncomfortable attending support groups with other veterans being treated for post-traumatic stress.

During a successful, 20-year career as a naval officer, Hall said he saw sailors above and below him in rank lose their jobs because of their sexual orientations. For most of that time, he was extra careful not to do the same; when he was stationed in San Diego, he drove to gay bars in Los Angeles.

"I left no tracks," said Hall, 53. "I had two names, two phone numbers, two addresses so I was basically two different people, and I made sure they never met."

As he rose through the chain of command, Hall said he stopped trying so hard to hide who he was. While working at a naval station near San Francisco, he invited co-workers to parties at his house in the city's heavily gay Castro District. He assumes no one ever tried to "out" him because he was good at his job.

"A lot of them knew I was gay, but it was like, ‘We really don't want to know about that.' They don't want to ask the question," he said.

After Clinton was inaugurated and announced he would work to lift the ban on gay service members, Hall said he became more open with his crews, encouraging them to loosen up and have fun and preaching the importance of respecting people's differences. They got the message about their captain, and from what Hall could tell, they didn't care.

"The thing that really hurts morale and discipline on a ship like a submarine is losing someone because they are gay," Hall said. "It takes months to recover from something like that, to recruit and train someone while two other guys are having to do the work of three people."

The exhibit was based on interviews with more than 50 gay veterans conducted by Steve Estes, an associate history professor at Sonoma State University, for the Library of Congress Veterans History Project. He tracked down most of his subjects through the gay rights group American Veterans for Equal Rights and the Naval Academy's gay alumni association.

Estes, who published the interviews in a book called "Ask and Tell," said he noticed a big difference in the attitudes of older gay veterans and younger ones who "had gone into the military knowing they were gay" and were much less fearful about getting found out.

"It wasn't an issue for them just the military," he said.

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